After reading yesterday’s post, I thought about it for a few minutes and decided not to encourage that energy in my life, so I didn’t comment, just let it go.
My universe supports me. I choose some things from the internet, and the rest I let lie.
But I’m going to look into your book recommendation.
It makes me think back to the underlying structure I saw during a mushroom trip one time, and how I realized that the universe is reflecting like a kaleidoscope. We put an emotion or energy or strong idea in, and it refracts and multiplies into infinity like a crazy fragmented picture, returning to us in unexpected ways.
And I think that's the line I walk- it's a fine one. Because I'm still a human who creates absolutely everything, but I'm a human. So there's no "not creating." It's just what is.
I'll have moments of density because we all do. I think so much of the trip is to realize the shit isn't real, and work on it.
Cool what you saw on your trip. I've seen something not on mushrooms, but on a multiplane awareness meditation. I wrote after it "every thought creates galaxies." I haven't forgotten it.
DEF read the book- it's awesome. If you've read Dr. Joe there's a bunch of parallels, and if you've been doing this work/exploration a long time, it might not be as mind blowing for you as a newbie, but it's a good one to have in the collection
100%. Of course it isn’t instant and working through the energetic blocks that run the systems sometimes feels like actual death… but the gift of contrast is beautiful and worth it IMO
My mum was a Pauli! And she had an insecurity about not knowing how to use things correctly or doing it wrong. Yes responsibility IS empowering. Great post!
So the techiverse has a Murphy’s Law, too… how nice. Knowing that you’re a Pauli, and I must be somewhere on that spectrum, does not make it less suckful. Does it help Eeyore to know that he is Eeyore?
I am actually not a Pauli! I just used Pauli as an example that systems that function on a set of rules can perform illogically. I'm someone who has weird database merges- like records being mixed with others, etc. All sorts of bizarre merges. For no reason. Similar to tech failure but a bit different.
We all create not what we want, but what we are. There's a deep rabbit hole as to how I energetically create my "unsafe" internet, which ties to all other parts of me. Stuff years of inner work/exploration can uncover.
Tao #1 says:
Free from desire, you realize the mystery.
Caught in desire, you see only the manifestations.
Yeah, I know. Even our IT guy walks away from me shaking his head. I can see it in his countenance “It sucks to be him.” There are no fixes for shit like this and all I do is spread the ick. I get it.
After reading yesterday’s post, I thought about it for a few minutes and decided not to encourage that energy in my life, so I didn’t comment, just let it go.
My universe supports me. I choose some things from the internet, and the rest I let lie.
But I’m going to look into your book recommendation.
It makes me think back to the underlying structure I saw during a mushroom trip one time, and how I realized that the universe is reflecting like a kaleidoscope. We put an emotion or energy or strong idea in, and it refracts and multiplies into infinity like a crazy fragmented picture, returning to us in unexpected ways.
It's true.
And I think that's the line I walk- it's a fine one. Because I'm still a human who creates absolutely everything, but I'm a human. So there's no "not creating." It's just what is.
I'll have moments of density because we all do. I think so much of the trip is to realize the shit isn't real, and work on it.
Cool what you saw on your trip. I've seen something not on mushrooms, but on a multiplane awareness meditation. I wrote after it "every thought creates galaxies." I haven't forgotten it.
DEF read the book- it's awesome. If you've read Dr. Joe there's a bunch of parallels, and if you've been doing this work/exploration a long time, it might not be as mind blowing for you as a newbie, but it's a good one to have in the collection
<3
So can we flip the script and carry a Midas Touch, turning anything into gold? Not only technically but emotionally as well
100%. Of course it isn’t instant and working through the energetic blocks that run the systems sometimes feels like actual death… but the gift of contrast is beautiful and worth it IMO
My mum was a Pauli! And she had an insecurity about not knowing how to use things correctly or doing it wrong. Yes responsibility IS empowering. Great post!
Awwww ❤️ re: your mum! Pauli's have a tough go of it sometimes. 🤗
Thanks for the love!
So the techiverse has a Murphy’s Law, too… how nice. Knowing that you’re a Pauli, and I must be somewhere on that spectrum, does not make it less suckful. Does it help Eeyore to know that he is Eeyore?
I am actually not a Pauli! I just used Pauli as an example that systems that function on a set of rules can perform illogically. I'm someone who has weird database merges- like records being mixed with others, etc. All sorts of bizarre merges. For no reason. Similar to tech failure but a bit different.
We all create not what we want, but what we are. There's a deep rabbit hole as to how I energetically create my "unsafe" internet, which ties to all other parts of me. Stuff years of inner work/exploration can uncover.
Tao #1 says:
Free from desire, you realize the mystery.
Caught in desire, you see only the manifestations.
I am though. I am a definite Pauli. Just like I am an Enneagram 4 with a slice of 5…
Yeah, I know. Even our IT guy walks away from me shaking his head. I can see it in his countenance “It sucks to be him.” There are no fixes for shit like this and all I do is spread the ick. I get it.
Yup, that is the standard response